Lovinginthenow's Blog

Break my heart

lovinginthenow — Thu, 12 May 2011 16:28:38 +0000

break my heart, break it into a trillion pieces
i promise I won’t superglue it back on.
i don’t need the shell around the light
that always is.

i know you don’t believe in God
but i feel this is not a goodbye
your spirit is way too big for your body
and now it finally is saying enough.
kiss, kiss, dear friend.

The Sound of Forest Silence

lovinginthenow — Tue, 05 Apr 2011 18:24:08 +0000

I was completely mesmerized by this amazing musical creation! The ending is a bit disappointing, no they didn’t just create this for no particular reason, but it is awe inspiring nevertheless!

White waves

lovinginthenow — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 16:10:21 +0000

As I was waiting for my boss to get an injection at the hospital, I parked at the edge of Superior, overlooking the Lake. The moody waters were crashing violently further into the horizon. It felt vast, open, and serene. Just a few blocks down the medical district completely overwhelmed me with its towering hospital buildings.

I listened to this Pavarotti aria on my phone. “My last hour has flown, and I die, hopeless! And never have I loved life more.” Jeff Foster posted it on his page. The sound of Pavarotti’s voice broke my heart, just as seeing my beloved boss sick breaks my heart every time.

The Magic of this World

lovinginthenow — Tue, 22 Feb 2011 20:01:08 +0000

From Baraka.
Watch full screen.

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing

lovinginthenow — Fri, 18 Feb 2011 19:18:29 +0000

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field. I’ll meet you there.

When the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase each other
doesn’t make any sense.

Rumi

I saw you dancing

lovinginthenow — Mon, 14 Feb 2011 16:51:18 +0000

I saw you dancing last night
on the roof of your house
all alone.
I felt your heart longing for the Friend.
I saw you whirling
beneath the soft bright rose
that hung from an invisible stem in the sky.
So I began to change into my best clothes
in hopes of joining you,
even though I live a thousand miles away.
And if you had spun like an immaculate sphere
just two more times,
then bowed again so sweetly to the east,
you would have found God and me
standing so near
and lifting you into our arms.
I saw you dancing last night
near the roof of this world
—Hafiz

Trusting Life

lovinginthenow — Mon, 24 Jan 2011 21:42:29 +0000

Today I received an angry, accusatory letter from a friend. I touched a nerve of his pain, and he attacked me, intensely.

At first I was shocked.. I wanted to retaliate, the habitual self wanted to respond in-kind. But then a space appeared. The anger diluted with each breath.

I was writing another friend who is struggling with a different situation. And then it hit me.

Trusting Life. Allowing All of Life to flow. There is an intelligence of Life that is at work. “I” don’t need to understand it, only to allow it.

Here’s how Rumi said it:

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

From Essential Rumi
by Coleman Barks

Jeff Foster talks about Love

lovinginthenow — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 00:44:29 +0000

I have been listening to this podcast on my cell phone in the middle of the night when I can’t sleep and all kinds of thoughts and emotions flood my consciousness.

Works like a balm for my restless being.

Jeff’s words resonate deeply.. I am so grateful.

Enjoy the Sound of Silence.

Here’s the link:

Falling in love with Life

lovinginthenow — Wed, 19 Jan 2011 22:51:37 +0000

Hello everyone,

Today is a beautiful day.
Inspiration is nudging me to start expressing again what bubbles in me.

It is an expression of Life itself. Not me, Rossi.

I am finally falling in.:) It feels awesome to fall!

Use me well, Life!

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing
and rightdoing there is a field.
I’ll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass
the world is too full to talk about.

Rumi~

Adyashanti’s teachings cut through the fog

lovinginthenow — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 17:32:13 +0000

Hello!

It’s been a long time since I posted here! Today I feel compelled to.

As a practice, I’ve been meditating on Adyashanti’s teachings. Two quotes I’d like to share with you are:

“The truth is that you already are what you are seeking.”

“Can you imagine if you really let it in that you are not a problem to be solved in any way? Imagine you knew that anything that would tell you otherwise is just a movement of thought in the mind that says “Whatever is, isn’t the way it is supposed to be.” So the biggest act of compassion starts within.”

Today I have compassion.